I’m sick of waking up alone,
Honey I’m pleading,
let’s put away the sticks and stones,
be human beings.
I have the sense to be afraid to be a fool.

You push me out again,
you push me up against a wall,
you told me once your body flowed,
with milk and honey,
but what happened to our boy,
inside your tummy?
I have the sense to be afraid, to be a fool,
but I’m on the fence,
to make you stay or to be cruel.

You perfume covered helpless louse,
look on the bright side.
See, every time you laugh out loud,
I’m crying inside.
I have the sense to be afraid, to be the fool,
try commonsense.
Make me believe, believe in you.

I should have known you’d kick me hard, when I’m on the ground.

I wish our hearts could come together as one.

i knoooooooooow this is late.

duh!! but it was just so amazing that i had to heal enough to just write about it.

k so, my friend Danielle and i havent spoke or seen eachother for like 5 years, due to facebook i found her face on there and we started chatting it up she and i got our nails done my toes her nails.

her shit is wicked insane! haha she called them “duck feet” but with hot pink tips. ill have to take a picture of it to show you.

also, there was a FREE BOB FEST going on in Santa Monica, lets just say we had a lot of fun best music and everything.

since her and i got back in contact i actually feel like i have a true friend because honestly the only reason why we lost contact was because.

it was high school when i met her lets face it everyone in high school looses touch.

i didnt have her number.

and facebook wasnt made or at least brought to my attention or had the need to make one till this year.

lets face it im stubborn and untill i think its going to be a good idea and not a waste of time i go for it.